Svaštara...

... od probuditi se rano ujutro, naspavan i odmoran, znajuči da te ponovno čeka dug i ispunjen dan... ali dan nakon kojeg nešto ostaje iza tebe... dan u kojem si učinio nešto korisno ili makar samo pridonio nečemu... lijepše je imati manje ali teže zarađeno jer više cijeniš i to manje od onoga brda što si imao ranije...

... od dana ispunjenog brdom sitnih, možda nekome i beznačajnih stvari... ali tebe vesele... poput drage pjesme tokom vožnje u autu... ili fine, tople kavice u ugodnom kafiću dok je ispijaš neopterečen...

Sitnice su ono šta je bitno...

Evo došao je i taj dan... Da zakoračim ponovno u novi, bolji život... Ostavljam staroga sebe iza sebe... Staro društvo, navike, stil života...

Iz mraka ponovno koračam prema svjetlu... Nema više brze love, lakih cura i višednevnih provoda...

Takav život bio je zabavan i nadasve zanimljiv ali ne vodi nikamo... Osim iz ružione u ružionu... Od cure k drugoj curi... Iz problema u problem...

Kao mlađi imao sam snage, volje i mogučnosti stvarati... Na lijep, pošten i častan način... Ali nekoliko prekretnica u životu poput rastave i nekoliko poslovnih neuspjeha gurnulo me u mrak... U noć...

Imao sam sreće da nisam preduboko usnuo taj mračan san i vrijeme je da se potpuno razbudim...

Odlazim živjeti u drugi grad i pokapam sve one ružne stvari za sobom...



coldplay - Clocks

Lights go out and I can't be saved
Tides that I've tried to swim against,
You've put me down upon my knees
Oh I beg, I beg and plead, singing

Come out of things unsaid
Shoot an apple off my head
And a trouble that can't be named
tigers waiting to be tamed, singing

You are
You are

Confusion that never stops
Closing walls and ticking clocks, gonna
Come back and take you home
I could not stop that you now know, singing

Come out upon my seas
Cursed missed opportunities
Am I a part of the cure?
Or am I part of the disease, singing

You are
You are
You are
You are

You are
You are

And nothing else compares
Oh! nothing else compares
And nothing else compares

You are
You are

Home, home, where I wanted to go
Home, home, where I wanted to go
Home, home, where I wanted to go (you are)
Home, home, where I wanted to go (you are)

Sjeća li se tko početka 90-tih i kraja 80-tih... Muzike koja se slušala, klubova gdje se izlazilo, šta se sve furalo i na šta se sve furalo... :)

Jednostavno osjećam da je nekad bilo puno 'kvalitetnije'...


The Sisters Of Mercy - More


Some people get by
With a little understanding
Some people get by
With a whole lot more
I don't know
Why you gotta be so undemanding
One thing I know
I want more
I want more

(and I need all the love that I can't get to)
(and I need all the love I can get)
(and I need all the love that I can't get to)

D'you get scared to feel so much?
To let somebody touch you?
So hot, so cold, so far so out of control
Hard to come by, and harder to hold

Some people get by
With a little understanding
Some people get by
With a whole lot more
I don't know
Why you gotta be so undemanding
I want more

(and I need all the love I can get)
(and I need all the love that I can't get to)
(and I need all the love I can get)
(and I need all the love that I can't get to)

There are parts of me that don't get nervous
Not the parts that shake
You won't get what you deserve
You are what you take
Learning to cry for fun and profit
I'm not done yet
Counterfeit dollars or the English zloty
Anything I can get

Some people get by
With a little understanding
Some people get by
With a whole lot more
I don't know
Why you gotta be so undemanding
One thing I know
I want more

(and I need all the love I can get)
(and I need all the love that I can't get to)
(and I need all the love I can get)
(and I need all the love that I can't get to)

All the love that you can get
All the love
That I can't get to...

Prije neki dan bio sam u posjeti roditeljima i pokupio svoje stare stvari koje sam ostavio tamo prije nekih 6-7 godina kada sam odselio od njih...

U jednoj kutiji našao sam brdo gramofonskih ploča...

Pregledavo sam ih i prisječao se 'mladih' dana... Šteta što nemam više gramofon... :)



The CULT - Painted On My Heart


I thought you'd be out of my mind
And I'd finally found a way to learn to live without you
I thought it was just a matter of time
Till I had a hundred reasons not to think about you

But it's just not so
And after all this time, I still can't let go

I've still got your face
Painted on my heart
Scrawled upon my soul
Etched upon my memory, baby

And I've got your kiss
Still burning on my lips
The touch of my fingertips
This love so deep inside of me, baby

I've tried everything that I can
To get my heart to forget you
But it just can't seem to

I guess it's just no use
In every part of me
Is still a part of you

And I've still got your face
Painted on my heart
Scrawled upon my soul
Etched upon my memory, baby

I've got your kiss
Still burning on my lips
The touch of her fingertips
This love so deep inside of me, baby

I've still got your face
Painted on my heart
Painted on my heart
Painted on my heart, oh baby

Something in your eyes keeps haunting me
I'm trying to escape you
And I know there ain't no way to
To chase you from my mind

I've still got your face
Painted on my heart
Scrawled upon my soul
Etched upon my memory baby

I've got your kiss
Still burning on my lips
The touch of my fingertips
This love so deep inside of me, baby

I've still got your face
I've still got your face
Painted on my heart
Painted on my heart

Bio sam sretan sa svojom djevojkom. Zabavljali smo se preko godinu dana i
na kraju se odlucili vjencati...

Moji roditelji su pomogli na svoj nacin, moji prijatelji ohrabrivali mene i moju djevojku. Ona je SAN!

Postojala je samo jedna stvar koja me vrlo uznemirivala, a to je njena mladja sestra.

Moja buduca surjakinja je oko 20 godina, oblaci uske mini suknjice i duboke dekoltee. Redovno sam vidio njeno donje rublje kad sam u njenoj blizini.

Mozda sam sebican i umisljen, ali moram priznati da se nije tako otkrivala u blizini drugih.

Jedan dan me pozvala njena sestra da dodjem i provjerim pozivnice za vjencanje.

Bila je sama kada sam stigao.

Kada sam dosao prosaputala mi je na uho kako me je oduvijek zeljela, a ja cu
uskoro biti ozenjen.

Rekla je da prema meni gaji osjecaje koje ne zeli i ne moze pobijediti.

Rekla je da zeli voditi ljubav sa mnom bar jedanput prije nego se ozenim i predam njenoj sestri.

Bio sam u totalnom soku, nisam mogao
progovoriti ni rijeci.

Rekla je - "Ja idem gore u moju spavacu sobu, ako zelis samo dodji i uzmi me."

Ukocio sam se. Bio sam totalno ukocen
od soka i gledao sam je kako se penje
uz stepenice. Kada se popela na stepenice skinula je svoje gacice i bacila ih niz stepenice na mene.

Stajao sam tu na trenutak i onda se okrenuo i pojurio na izlazna vrata kuce.

Pojurio sam pravo do mog automobila.

U tom trenutku primijetih mog buduceg punca i zarucnicu kako trce prema meni.

Zagrlila me i poljubila te rekla;
"Mili moj znala sam da si izuzetan."

A moj punac je dodao;
"Ovaj mali test me uvjerio da dajem svoju kcer u prave ruke. Cestitam mladicu. Dobro dosao u obitelj!"



Pouka ove price je:

UVIJEK DRŽITE PREZERVATIVE U AUTOMOBILU!

Obitelj sjedi za stolom.

Sin pita oca:
- Tata, kakve vrste cica postoje?

Tata odgovori:
- Znaš sine, postoje tri vrste ženskih dojki. U 20-tim su dojke kao lubenice, okrugle i sočne. U 40-tim i 50-tim su kao kruške, još lijepe, ali vise. U 60-tim su kao luk!
- Luk!? - upita sin.
- Da, kad ih vidiš natjeraju te u plač!

Na to kćer pita mamu:
- Mama, koliko vrsta pimpeka ima?

Mati odgovori:
- Kćeri, penisi su kao drveće. U 20-tim je muški penis kao hrast. Tvrd i
uspravan. U 40-tim i 50-tim je kao vrba, elastičniji, pogrbljen, ali još uvijek upotrebljiv. U 60-tim je kao božićno drvce!
- Božićno drvce!? - upita kći.
- Da, mrtav od korijena na gore, a kuglice su samo za ukras

Ne znam jeli bilo već?! :)



On se šali s vama = Ate Zayebawa

On ne može da ostavi cigarete = Nasugushi Kokopushi

Naši konkurenti su ozbiljni = Onitamo Yebukewu

On ne predstavlja pretnju = Neka Migaduwa

Mislim da smo se izgubili = Yao Kudasada

Trebalo bi kupiti krompir i mleveno meso = Yedemi Semusaka

Prijatno = Malodishi

On je jako dobar muž = Agatura Doyaya

On se toga plaši = Nemamuda

Ocuh = Mamukara

Maceha = Mometati Pushikaru

Svekrva = Wadidushu

Pol muški = Imakitu

Pol ženski = Nemakitu

Homoseksualac = Kituima Kitupushi

Lezbijka = Imapitsu Ocheribu

Nju ne interesuju muškarci = Owariba Nechekara

Imamo ženu za direktora = Namadisha Imapitsu

Gatara = Chiribuchi Riba

On voli gledanje u karte = Ochegata

On ne veruje u vradžbine = Nechegata

Super mi je s njim = Tura Miduboko

On je spavao s njom = Natako Yenakitu

Seks = Kita Upitsu

Želim seks (M) = Nakitu Minayashi

Želim seks (Ž) = Udjimi Upitsu

Analni seks = Kitakara Teudupe

Oralni seks = Aypopu Shimikitu

Koji put pjesma kaže više od vlastitih riječi...


SEAL "Love's Divine"

Then the rainstorm came, over me
And I felt my spirit break
I had lost all of my, belief you see
And realized my mistake
But time threw a prayer, to me
And all around me became still

I need love, love's divine
Please forgive me now I see that I've been blind
Give me love, love is what I need to help me know my name

Through the rainstorm came sanctuary
And I felt my spirit fly
I had found all of my reality
I realize what it takes

'Cause I need love, love's divine
Please forgive me now I see that I've been blind
Give me love, love is what I need to help me know my name

Oh I, don't bet (don't bend), don't break (don't break)
Show me how to live and promise me you won't forsake
'Cause love can help me know my name

Well I try to say there's nothing wrong
But inside I felt me lying all along
But the message here was plain to see
Believe me

'Cause I need love, love's divine
Please forgive me now I see that I've been blind
Give me love, love is what I need to help me know my name

Oh I, don't bet (don't bend), don't break (don't break)
Show me how to live and promise me you won't forsake
'Cause love can help me know my name

Love can help me know my name.

Dvoličnim, proračunatim ljudima?!
Ja osobno imam fobiju od takvih...
A znaju se tako dobro zakamuflirati... :)

James Blunt - Goodbye My Lover

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.