Nath's Vault

Neznam šta da mislim nakon ova tri predivna dana koje si mi poklonila. Putevi se otvaraju ali da li koji vodi do tebe? Pijesak će reći. Pijesak koji pokušavam zadržati u šaci ali stalno kroz prste mi prolazi.
Znam da mi želiš sve najbolje stvari u životu osim one jedne do koje mi je najviše stalo.
Znam da sam daleko ali oceani mi ne znače ništa.
Znam da ljubiš krivog jer nisam s tobom.
Znam da nosim pustinju u šaci.

Šta večer donosi nikad nisam znao. Želja, iscekivanje, treptaj oka.

Lay, lady, lay, lay across my big brass bed
Lay, lady, lay, lay across my big brass bed
Whatever colors you have in your mind
I'll show them to you and you'll see them shine
 

Lay, lady, lay, lay across my big brass bed
Stay, lady, stay, stay with your man awhile
Until the break of day, let me see you make him smile
His clothes are dirty but his hands are clean
And you're the best thing that he's ever seen
 

Stay, lady, stay, stay with your man awhile
Why wait any longer for the world to begin
You can have your cake and eat it too
Why wait any longer for the one you love
When he's standing in front of you
 

Lay, lady, lay, lay across my big brass bed
Stay, lady, stay, stay while the night is still ahead
I long to see you in the morning light
I long to reach for you in the night
Stay, lady, stay, stay while the night is still ahead
- B. Dylan

Nestanak = strava
 
nuf said

Drop a little weight of illusion
take away the time, blow your mind
Only way to look is the top
and maybe you're the crime I just can't find 
Don't fade away
You're here to stay 
 Succor someone out of their sleep
Baby you're the cream when the moment comes
Cover me and climb on my arms 
You're the spirit of another day 
 So don't fade away
You're here to stay
 
- HOL.

Kako bih se razočarao kada bi bio siguran da mala više nikad neće opet biti moja. Isključiti razočaranje može se. Ugasiti nadu?
 

For a minute there
I lost myself, I lost myself.
Phew, for a minute there,
I lost myself, I lost myself.

Mmmmmmmm. Upravo sam te sanjao i grčevito se pokušavam sjetiti svake tvoje slike, svakog tvog pokreta, svakog tvog smješka.
Imaginaran život, toliko je primamljiv.

He'll be flied away
From those choices that they took
Naked and caught on the Isle de la Cite
Roll of home may be
There's over eleven since she's been
For machine and a feeling I still care
Faulting to mention forms in flight
Fabulous in dream of eve
Flaying on the ground and your infant lives
From out of the bayous
Seen the way is corporeal
The little pants into nowheres
Through Paris breaks soul
From out of the bayous
From must have beige
So we didn't while we seized
Until the fog made me run through that hectic glare
Love won't be forged
And was a fog, was them that cherished
Road, river and rail
"So embarrased, I'm not sure at all", lies mother's daughter
Truth is she found love
Road, river and rail
- Cocteau Twins
 

Slatka ideja
Vrti mi se sad po glavi
Znam uzaludna

... I dok gledam sjenu tvoje savršene guze na mom krevetu a svileni pokrivač ti skriva samo dio struka, ne mogu a da ne ispružim ruku i stisnem se uz tebe. Budiš se i okrečeš na leda skupljajući noge kao sramežljiva djevojcica. Pogled ti se gubi pod snenim trepavicama ali ne od žudnje za snom. Poziv! ... 
Daydreaming

Kwisatz Haderach - Vidi svu budućnosti, sve puteve.
Ali svi mi donekle znamo put kojim ćemo ići jer to ovisi o tome kakvi ustvari jesmo. Tko o tome može više znati od nas samih? Šta nas dira, šta nas pokreće, šta nas ubija. Ali ponekad (samo ponekad) kad nas vanjske sile potegnu u prejako u više smjerova, ništa nije sigurno. Svi putevi su otvoreni. Kojim češ putem krenuti?
Fear of the things that may come.

Pa dobro jutro svima. Ah pol tri je već. Maybe I'm too old for that kind of shit. Cijeli dan zaljevanja (malo, po malo) i šta sve ne, pa na kraju Mochwara. Tik uz zvučnik urlalo se sa na Tool, Pumpkins-e, Pepers-e, Alice in Chains i sve one divne stvari iz 90-tih. Naravno do totalne iznemoglosti, a nakon toga se trebalo vratiti doma ... ipak na kraju je bilo: krš - krevet.
Still, Jabuka to go, today. 

Oh nastavit ću sa prigodnim pjesmicama:
";Oh! Do you come from a land down under? (oh yeah yeah)Where women glow and men plunder?Can't you hear, can't you hear the thunder?You better run, you better take cover."
Men At Work

Najljepša vremena za slušat "Budeve"
Nothing left to say - And all I've left to do - Is run away - From you - And she led me on, down - With secrets I can't keep -
Close your eyes and sleep - Don't wait up for me - Hush now don't you speak - To me -
Wrapped my hurt in you - And took my shelter in that pain - The opiate of blame - Is your broken heart, your heart -
So now I'm all by myself - As I've always felt - I'll betray my tears - To anyone caught in our ruse of fools -
One last kiss for me...yeah - One last kiss good night -  Didn't want to lose you once again - Didn't want to be your friend - Fulfilled a promise made of tin - And crawled back to you -
I'm all by myself - As I've always felt-  I'll betray myself - To anyone, lost, anyone but you -
So let the sadness come again - On that you can depend on me, yeah - Until the bitter, bitter end of the world, yeah - When god sleeps in bliss -
And I'm all by myself - As I've always felt - And I'll betray myself - To anyone 
 
B. Corgan

Nikako da zaboravim "najsvjetliju" doskočicu sa dočeka.
"Filter ...  pfffffft ... je pola zdravlja"

Abp Mn Qna
 
Wbf hivwrx fv h zrav
 
Hwhgeb fna zvwrawnz
Mn fwrpnawn an gror
Fwrpnawn xbwn zv qemr qna
Anirpr zvwrawnz
Gror mn fna
 
N zvwrawnb ovu abp mn qna