Beauty always comes with dark thoughts

never
losing myself ~ falling downchoke myself ~ just let me drownno more tears left ~ i can’t crylet me suffocate and die
got to feed my satisfactionsuicide is still in fashionat least in this realm of firedeath becomes me ~ my desire
no don’t save me, just walk onwhen you return i’ll be gonesickened mind, there is no curei’m polluted ~ ill ~ impure
i can’t even deal with meso confined i can’t break freepsychological impacttell me lies ~ i abhor facts
{my wishes were simplemy heart, it was yoursyou runaway againbarricading doorswhy couldn’t you love me?i held on for youi’m cold and i’m weak nowand so i am through}
watch my image fade to blackignore it ~ don’t bring me backhear my futile bleeding scream yes it’s real, this lethal dream
now she’s left ~ you’ll never knowhow to let your feelings showyou insisted on suppressionand reinforced her depression
she needed you in her heartyou panicked, ripped it apartthere she lies burning belowhell ~ she didn’t want to go
she smiles ~ looks up at youobserves everything you domemories live on and onshe’s in you now ~ never gone