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MY FUCKIN' LIFE 
This is the story of my miserable life 
Which is totaly screw up and bored
Without purpose
Without beginig or ending
I feel like I'm the only one
In this world
Which is completely opposite
Than me
Sometimes I just wanna kill myself
But what a waste of time to do this
Only if I could turn back the time
And all will be just like before
But i can't do this so I must live my life
As i made this situation
Like this
Totally screw up and bored
Totally screw up and bored
 This writting is just waste of time
But this is the way to facilitate
My broken heart which is
In houndred peaces
And must be put together
Oh my God, what I write
This shit!
Why? Why?
This is just waste of time
This is just waste of time
All I can do is listen this depressive songs
Which is composed to me
And nobody else
Just to me, just to me, just to me....
My fuckin' life, my fuckin' life...!
.......
Oh my God Im killing myself
With this crap...
Most of time I sit in my room
And thinking of the way I live
And I trying to change my atittitude
But I nevet can do this.
All I can do is take joint and
Forgot the trouble that I,
That I , have in my, in my,
Totaly screw up and bored life
Totaly screw up and bored life 
Oh my, oh my, oh my!
I feel just like Werther
He hated this world
Just like me, just like me..
I think I'm going crazy
I think I'm going crazy...
I'm crazy,crazy....
I dream of this girl i dream to be with her
But this is just waste of time
Waste of time
Waste of time
She never be mine
She never be mine
She is in somebody's elses sky
But not mine
Not mine
She never be mine
Never, never!!!!
What should I do?
What..?
Nothing, nothing
Just hoping to be mine
Just dreamin'
But it's just a dream
In my,my,my
Totaly screw up and bored life
Totaly screw up and bored life
Sometimes I see myself
Bleeding in my own tears
Bleeding in my own tears
I just hoping better days
To me, to me
And my, my
Totaly screw up and bored life .....
Just, just, just
To see better days--for me