Heaven is near

stupid silly game
really not easy to play
wish I could stay
but my life is so much pain.
every day is stress to me
you left me behind
took all from me
beat me to the ground
(I'll never ever be around!)
     Want to explode
     I'm on the wrong road
     Want to be gone
     I don't have nothing to go on!!!
you drove me insane
i'll cut my vein
and disappear into rain.
feeling my cold breath
going into death
why am I crying???
I'm happy!! I'm dieing!!
didn't find happines
in the world of darkness,
fuck that!!! that's behind me!!!
i'm calling God:
light me!! light me!!
(you'll never ever find me!!!)
     Want to explode
     I'm on the wrong road
     Want to be gone
     I don't have nothing to go on!!!
finally I escape
not feeling pain
walking into light
saying: GOOD BYE !!!
to my old life

Believe, when you lie
You will never need to recognize yourself
To deceive
To remove all chance of doubt and be received
With your lie
The deception is complete when you concede
And decide
To reject your lives, sacrificed to me
Penance can't absolve your sin
Into me
Penance can't absolve your sin

Believe, when you lie
You will never need to recognize the source
Of deceit
To renew your faith in God
You must believe, in your lie
The redemption is complete when you conceive
And decline
To release your lives
Sacrificed to me
Penance can't absolve your sin
Into me
Penance can't absolve your sin
All your belief
Cannot absolve your sin
All your belief
Cannot absolve your sin
Reap your life, like you want to
recognize, all you've come to
Reap your life, like you want to
recognize, all you've come to
Reap your life
Veiled in shadow
Recognize
Faces of the crucified
I can hear their screams tonight
Ever haunting me
Burn your lie
Into me
Penance can't absolve your sin
Into me
Penance can't absolve your sin
All your belief
Cannot absolve your sin
All your belief
Cannot absolve your sin