Španjolska uspavanka za J.

Ispunjena sam oblacima i vjetrom i tirkiznim tepihom koji se prostire do otoka.
Prvi puta gledam otok bez one sjete koja me nagriza kao bolan osjećaj čežnje i nedostajanja.
Sada sam samo vjetar i uskomešano more.
Nešto poput sreće.
"Tropical the island breeze
All of nature wild and free
This is where I long to be
La isla bonita
And when the samba played
The sun would set so high
Ring through my ears and sting my eyes
Your Spanish lullaby"
Španjolska uspavanka sada je zaboravljena.Istrgnuta kao korov koji me gušio godinama.
Duge četiri godine, otok je poprimao mjesto neodoljivih događaja i isto tako razarajuće patnje.Izmiješane nijasne tirkiza,crvenog Meksika,crne noći i otočke crkve sa pripadajućim grobljem.
Da li sam sada slobodna?
O da.Ovo je nešto poput sreće.

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07.11.2016. u 22:19   |   Komentari: 0

Tu se više ništa ne može učiniti

Acqua alta.
I tu se više ništa ne može učiniti, mjesec je rekao svoj
zadnji sud.
Tako to mora biti kao što sve mora biti
po unutarnjem rasporedu tajanstvenih bogova.
Svi putevi koji me vode postaju magijski do
slanosti beskraja.

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07.11.2016. u 21:21   |   Komentari: 0

sjajim

Daj mi tu tvoju prokletu ljepotu
Nepoznati!
Prizivam te dobro znanim zagonetkama
samo za drevne.
Samo uđi u te obećane snove tamo ću te dohvatiti
kao ribar svoje sunce
tamo volim govoriti
stranim jezicima
nepovezano
sjajiti samo tako bez potrebe za ognjem.

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07.11.2016. u 20:32   |   Komentari: 0

Praznina

Praznina me ubija polako
dan po dan.
Sistematično, planski pojavljuje se svakog
sata.
Ne mogu se sjetiti više tko sam.
Možda samo krik u tišini šume
možda samo mrtva alga.
Podsjeti me kako je to
biti prazan i sam.

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03.11.2016. u 18:39   |   Komentari: 0

most

Nisam nikada znala da ću te sresti na mostu.
Toliko nisam bila jaka i moćna.Vizija je bila mutna kao zamagljeno staklo.
Gledala sam danima u venecijansko ogledalo da bih uhvatila tvoj oblik.
Pogledao si me na mostu.
Tako se to dogodilo.
Baš tada.

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01.11.2016. u 20:04   |   Komentari: 0

Jučer u zgradi zvanoj R.

A tada je krenula aqua alta,
kroz prozore nadirala je silovito,
kao u Titanicu i nije bilo spasa
I tada odlučim...prepustiti se.

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01.11.2016. u 20:00   |   Komentari: 0

Princ Tame

Gledaš me tim prekrasnim očima, tako oštro, mogla bih se zakleti
da si otvorio tamu i podijelio svijet na pola, na moj i tvoj dio.
Ljepljive niti svjetlosti koje nas spajaju, žive nestašno, svojim novim životom,
same za sebe.
Kada te povedem u šumu, ubijat ćemo nedužne životinje i nahraniti njima
srca umornih lutalica.
Tada ću se zvati Vatrena Djevojka i možda ću ti spasiti život svojim lukom
i oštrom strijelom.Pričekaj me tamo u tami šume.
Gdje se dogodilo ono.Što si želio.

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01.11.2016. u 19:59   |   Komentari: 0

princ tame 2013

Glup je onaj koji ne razumije
Legenda kaže
da je jedna ciganka
preklinjala Mjesec do zore
Plačući je molila
da dođe dan
kad će se ona udati za jednog ciganina
''Dobit ćeš svog tamnoputog muškarca''
Govorio je pun Mjesec s neba
''Ali zauzvrat želim
Prvo dijete koje
začmeš s njim
jer onaj tko žrtvuje svoje dijete
samo da ne ostane sam
neće ga previše voljeti''

Refren:

Mjeseče želiš biti majka
Ali ne pronalaziš ljubav
da te učini ženom
Srebrni mjeseče reci mi
Što kaniš učiniti
S djetetom od krvi i mesa
Dijete Mjeseca

Od oca od cimeta rodi se dijete
Bijelo kao leđa hermelina
očiju sivih
umjesto maslinasto-zelenih
Albino dijete Mjeseca
Nek je proklet njegov izgled
Ovo dijete nije cigansko
I ne, neću pasti na to

Refren.

Ciganin, vjerujući da je obeščašćen
otiđe do svoje žene s nožem u rukama
''Čije je ovo dijete?
Prevarila si me''
i rani je na smrt
Poslije pođe do planine
s djetetom u rukama
i tamo ga napusti

Refren.

I kad je noć punog Mjeseca
Znači da je djetetu dobro
A ako dijete plače
Mjesec opada
da mu napravi kolijevku
A ako dijete plače
Mjesec opada
da mu napravi kolijevku

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01.11.2016. u 19:44   |   Editirano: 01.11.2016. u 19:44   |   Komentari: 0

"Perfect Illusion"

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Tryin' to get control
Pressure's takin' its toll
Stuck in the middle zone
I just want you alone
My guessing game is strong
Way too real to be wrong
Caught up in your show
Yeah, at least now I know

It wasn't love, it wasn't love
It was a perfect illusion (Perfect illusion)
Mistaken for love, it wasn't love
It was a perfect illusion (Perfect illusion)
You were a perfect illusion

I don't need eyes to see
I felt you touchin' me
High like amphetamine
Maybe you're just a dream
That's what it means to crush
Now that I'm wakin' up
I still feel the blow
But at least now I know

It wasn't love, it wasn't love
It was a perfect illusion (Perfect illusion)
Mistaken for love, it wasn't love
It was a perfect illusion (Perfect illusion)

Where are you?
Cause I can't see you
It was a perfect illusion
But I feel you watchin' me
Dilated, falling free
In a modern ecstasy
Where are you?
Cause I can't see you
It was a perfect illusion
But I feel you watchin' me
But I feel you watchin' me
Illusion
But I feel you watchin' me
Mistaken for love
Where were you
Cause I can't see
But I feel you watchin' me
Mistaken for love
Dilated, falling free
In a modern ecstasy
Mistaken for love
In a modern ecstasy
In a modern ecstasy

I'm over the show
Yeah at least now I know

It wasn't love, it wasn't love
It was a perfect illusion (Perfect illusion)
Mistaken for love, it wasn't love
It was a perfect illusion (Perfect illusion)
You were a perfect illusion
You were a perfect illusion
It was a perfect illusion
Somewhere in all the confusion
It was a perfect illusion, illusion (illusion)

Where were you 'cause I can't see it
It was perfect illusion
But I feel you watchin' me, baby
Somewhere in all the confusion
Dilated, fallin' free
You were so perfect
In a modern ecstasy
You were a perfect illusion

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13.09.2016. u 20:32   |   Editirano: 18.09.2016. u 21:52   |   Komentari: 0

"Lost On You"

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When you get older, plainer, saner
Will you remember all the danger
We came from?
Burning like embers, falling, tender
Longing for the days of no surrender
Years ago
And will you know

So smoke 'em if you got 'em
'Cause it's going down
All I ever wanted was you
I'll never get to heaven
'Cause I don't know how

Let's raise a glass or two
To all the things I've lost on you
Oh-oh
Tell me are they lost on you?
Oh-oh
Just that you could cut me loose
Oh-oh
After everything I've lost on you
Is that lost on you?

Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Is that lost on you?
Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh
Baby, is that lost on you?
Is that lost on you?

Wishin' I could see the machinations
Understand the toil of expectations
In your mind
Hold me like you never lost your patience
Tell me that you love me more than hate me
All the time
And you're still mine

So smoke 'em if you got 'em
'Cause it's going down
All I ever wanted was you
Let's take a drink of heaven
This can turn around

Let's raise a glass or two
To all the things I've lost on you
Oh-oh
Tell me are they lost on you?
Oh-oh
Just that you could cut me loose
Oh-oh
After everything I've lost on you
Is that lost on you?

Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Is that lost on you?
Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh
Baby, is that lost on you?
Is that lost on you?

Let's raise a glass or two
To all the things I've lost on you
Oh-oh
Tell me are they lost on you?
Oh-oh
Just that you could cut me loose
Oh-oh
After everything I've lost on you
Is that lost on you?
Is that lost on you?

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10.09.2016. u 9:18   |   Editirano: 31.10.2016. u 19:16   |   Komentari: 0

Sorry, I ain't sorry!

"Sorry"

Sorry, I ain't sorry
Sorry, I ain't sorry
I ain't sorry
Nigga nah
Sorry, I ain't sorry
Sorry, I ain't sorry
I ain't sorry

He trying to roll me up (I ain't sorry)
I ain't picking up (I ain't sorry)
Headed to the club (I ain't sorry)
I ain't thinking 'bout you (I ain't sorry)

Me and my ladies sip my d'ussé cups
I don't give a fuck chucking my deuces up
Suck on my balls pause
I had enough
I ain't thinking 'bout you
I ain't thinking 'bout

Middle fingers up
Put them hands high
Wave it in his face
Tell 'em boy bye
Tell 'em boy bye
Boy bye
Middle fingers up
I ain't thinking 'bout you

Sorry, I ain't sorry
Sorry, I ain't sorry
I ain't sorry
Nigga nah
Sorry, I ain't sorry
Sorry, I ain't sorry
I ain't sorry
No no hell nah

Now you want to say you're sorry
Now you want to call me crying
Now you gotta see me wildin'
Now I'm the one that's lying
And I don't feel bad about it
It's exactly what you get
Stop indirecting my grinding

I ain't thinking bout you
I ain't thinking bout you
I ain't thinking bout you
I ain't thinking bout you
I ain't thinking bout you

Middle fingers up
Put them hands high
Wave it in his face
Tell 'em boy bye
Tell 'em boy bye
Boy bye
Middle fingers up
I ain't thinking bout you

Sorry, I ain't sorry
Sorry, I ain't sorry
I ain't sorry
Nigga nah
Sorry, I ain't sorry
Sorry, I ain't sorry
I ain't sorry
No no hell nah

Looking at my watch he should've been home
Today I regret the night I put that ring on
He always got them fucking excuses
I pray to the lord you reveal what his truth is

I left a note in the hallway
By the time you read it I'll be far away
I'm far away
But I ain't fucking with nobody
Let's have a toast to the good life
Suicide before you see this tear fall down my eyes
Me and my baby we gone be alright
We gon' live a good life
Big homie better grow up
Me and my whoadies 'bout to stroll up
I see them boppers in the corner
They sneaking out the back door
He only want me when I'm not there
He better call becky with the good hair
He better call becky with the good hair

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11.07.2016. u 20:57   |   Editirano: 31.10.2016. u 19:32   |   Komentari: 0

Mirogoj

Gledam u zrcalo.
Sjene govore da si još ovdje.
Zastao u mirogojskim arkadama prizivaš me
hladnih ruku.
Ne trebaju mi tvoje posvete, kratke priče i tome
kako nestajem i kako nosim češko muško ime.
Hej stvarna sam.Gdje si pobogu nestao?

Čekam tramvaj na tvojoj stanici.Ta rupa koju zovemo
naš stan nepospremljena je nakon dark party-a.
Zamolila sam tvojeg prijatelja da se makne.
Zašto to pamti godinama?

Oblačiš svoju jedinu bijelu vestu želeći
impresionirati proljeće u koje se kuneš.
Raspustila sam kosu samo zbog tebe.
Ne treba mi tvoja slava, poznati poete u centru grada
ne treba mi ništa.

Danas ćemo opet do Arkada.
Moj zli osmijeh i tvoje nemirne ruke.
O kako još volim tvoj mračni Maksimir!
Raspadnut!

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27.06.2016. u 15:19   |   Komentari: 0

Tuga za ljetom

Lukrecio,uvijek si bio moj metalni san.
San o hladnom jutru koje se rasplinjava magleno.
Znaš onako, vuče se pramen po pramen i nestaje
u tvojoj kosi.
Lukrecio, ti ne znaš.Zarobljeni snovi imaju okus ljeta.

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20.06.2016. u 14:31   |   Komentari: 0

Moj lipi anđele Oliver Dragojević

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Negdje jos cuvam nesto za tebe
kad dodju jutra puna nevoje
i kad nam nista ne ide

Pogledaj u mene
ako nas tuzne jutrom probude
i srce stisne se od nevoje
ja cuvam nesto za tebe
pogledaj u mene

To moze dati samo onaj koji te
kad podje po zlu, voli vise od sebe

Ref. 2x
Moj lipi andjele, pogledaj u mene
ako nas tuzne jutrom probude
ja cuvam osmijeh za tebe

Ako nas tuzne jutrom probude
i srce stisne se od nevoje
ja cuvam nesto za tebe
pogledaj u mene

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16.06.2016. u 13:49   |   Editirano: 16.06.2016. u 13:50   |   Komentari: 0

Rane:Dino Merlin

Zašto čim dođem u taj grad
Jedan prozor tražim
Zašto se okrećem za tim
Kad znam da nema nikoga
Hladan, pust je skver
A ti si odavno sa njim

To je samo san
U kredencu još zvekeće porculan

O ne, ti nisi otišla
Još si tu
Još stojiš tu, u sjenci grana
I nije život prošao
Nismo umorni
I nema na nama rana

Ovdje me znaju svi
Kuće i mostovi
I klinci iz ulice
Ovdje sam Romeo i Medžnun
I leptir mlad što gori kad ugleda tvoje lice

Osjećam, blizu si
U zraku su virusi
Opet ću da se razbolim

O ne, ti nisi otišla
Još si tu
Još stojiš tu, u sjenci grana
I nije život prošao
Nismo stari mi
I nema na nama rana

Još si tu
Tu u sjenci grana
I nismo mi umorni
I nema na nama rana

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01.06.2016. u 15:31   |   Komentari: 0