Plačući nagual

Plačem za tobom, jer ne mogu prožvakati tvoju ludost.Ti si lud i gotovo.Plačem.

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23.07.2016. u 22:14   |   Komentari: 0

summertime sadness

"Summertime Sadness"
Kiss me hard before you go
Summertime sadness
I just wanted you to know
That, baby, you're the best
I got my red dress on tonight
Dancing in the dark in the pale moonlight
Done my hair up real big beauty queen style
High heels off, I'm feeling alive
Oh, my God, I feel it in the air
Telephone wires above are sizzling like a snare
Honey, I'm on fire, I feel it everywhere
Nothing scares me anymore
(1, 2, 3, 4)
Kiss me hard before you go
Summertime sadness
I just wanted you to know
That, baby, you're the best
I got that summertime, summertime sadness
S-s-summertime, summertime sadness
Got that summertime, summertime sadness
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
I'm feelin' electric tonight
Cruising down the coast goin' 'bout 99
Got my bad baby by my heavenly side
I know if I go, I'll die happy tonight
Oh, my God, I feel it in the air
Telephone wires above are sizzling like a snare
Honey, I'm on fire, I feel it everywhere
Nothing scares me anymore
(1, 2, 3, 4)
Kiss me hard before you go
Summertime sadness
I just wanted you to know
That, baby, you're the best
I got that summertime, summertime sadness
S-s-summertime, summertime sadness
Got that summertime, summertime sadness
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Think I'll miss you forever
Like the stars miss the sun in the morning sky
Later's better than never
Even if you're gone I'm gonna drive (drive, drive)
I got that summertime, summertime sadness
S-s-summertime, summertime sadness
Got that summertime, summertime sadness
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Kiss me hard before you go
Summertime sadness
I just wanted you to know
That, baby, you're the best
I got that summertime, summertime sadness
S-s-summertime, summertime sadness
Got that summertime, summertime sadness
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh


Više ne plačem za tobom.Hvala ti za otok.

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22.07.2016. u 22:22   |   Editirano: 22.07.2016. u 22:23   |   Komentari: 0

Tajanstveni

Poslao mi je Link i nestao sa Iskre.
Kada ću ga vidjeti ponovo?

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13.07.2016. u 16:48   |   Editirano: 13.07.2016. u 16:48   |   Komentari: 0

There's something wrong with you

"Do you know me now?
When I let you fall
Do you know yourself?
When you’re going down
Do you know enough?
When you hit the ground
Do you feel the pain?
When you’re coming round
So what if you can’t stand it and you’re left in the dark
I simply don’t see you
Like you don’t exist at all
'cause, there's something wrong with you
There's something wrong with you
There's something wrong with you
There's something wrong with you
In this desolation
One day you will see
The still blue waters
So let it be
Intrigue and treason
Treachery and hate
Confusion blossoms
In the darkest place
How obvious are your motives
How simple are your thrives
All these fears and emotions
Lie hollow in your lies
Do you know me now?
When I let you fall
Do you feel the pain?
When you hit the ground
So what if you can’t stand it and you’re left out in the cold
All ties are broken
So I simply don’t care at all
'cause, there's something wrong with you
There's something wrong with you
There's something wrong with you
There's something wrong with you
There's something wrong with you"

Lijepo si otišao iz našeg braka.Samo tako.Misliš li zaista da ću sada plakati za tobom i moliti te da se vratiš, kao svaki puta.
Logično je da sam te uvijek ja molila za povratak kada sam te ostavljala zbog znaš ti čega, tvoje ružne navike da me zlostavljaš.Teško je bilo biti u vezi sa zlostavlječem poput tebe, a istovremeno biti ovisna o tebi kao o drogi.Nadrogirana tvojim divnim tijelom i tvojim čudesnim umom, bila sam više nego voljna prelaziti preko svega.Ali ne više mužiću moj odbjegli.

Sada si ti taj koji je otišao bez riječi.Nešto je totalno pogrešno u tvojoj glavi.I sada više neću ti dozvoliti da se vratiš nonšalantno i sa lažima kojima me magijaš kao vuk janje.Smislila sam plan.Sve ću ti oteti i već jesam.Možeš se smijati sada ali jedan dio tebe sada je ponor i rupa bez dna.Crna rupa koja se širi u svemiru i guta te na kraju priče.

Ono što ti je najdraže od sada pripada samo meni.Magijske stvari i ljudske.I metaforičke i konkretne.Nešto je pogrešno s tobom i to ćeš mi platiti.Ne zanima me ako si bolestan, ako si bolestan idi pa se izliječi u ustanovi.Više ne kanim tolerirati tvoja zlostavljačka ponašanja i pasivnu agresiju s kojom si me bacio u blato.

Ne planiram tolerirati tvoje laži i tvoj snobizam zbog kojeg me se tako sramiš.Dost ami je toga , moje strpljenje je sada otišlo dovraga.

Kao da sam ja nešto više od tebe ma daj.Zašto si me stalno morao ponižavati kada je dobro poznato tko je u našem braku onaj pametniji, kreativnijji, i ljepši, sigurno ne ja.Dobro znaš da si za mene božanstvo i da mi je jako jako teško sada biti bez tebe moje droge.

Nisam ti nikada rekla niti jednu ružnu riječ.Nisam te uvrijedila ni čime osim očito svojim postojanjem
E pa kad aje tako odbjegli mužiću, sada mi takav brak s tobom nije dovoljan više.Platit ćeš mi svaku suzu i svaku bol koju sam osjećala za tebe i koju još osjećam.

Ako se planiraš vratiti ikada znaj da ćeš mi morati dokazati svoju ljubav ovaj puta i materijalnim stvarima, i crkvenim vjenčanjem na našem otoku i našim budućim djetetom koje jedva čeka da se rodi.

Volim te, ali više nema popuštanja.Nikada razumiješ li, nikada.Dostojna sam tvoje ljubavi i pažnje vjeruj mi.
Nego, još si neiskusan pa ne znaš kako je to sa brakovima, sigurno nisi znao da muškarac nikada ne može ostaviti svoju ženu osim u jednom slučaju.A to nije slučaj kod nas :)

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12.07.2016. u 14:59   |   Editirano: 12.07.2016. u 15:24   |   Komentari: 0

Sorry, I ain't sorry!

"Sorry"

Sorry, I ain't sorry
Sorry, I ain't sorry
I ain't sorry
Nigga nah
Sorry, I ain't sorry
Sorry, I ain't sorry
I ain't sorry

He trying to roll me up (I ain't sorry)
I ain't picking up (I ain't sorry)
Headed to the club (I ain't sorry)
I ain't thinking 'bout you (I ain't sorry)

Me and my ladies sip my d'ussé cups
I don't give a fuck chucking my deuces up
Suck on my balls pause
I had enough
I ain't thinking 'bout you
I ain't thinking 'bout

Middle fingers up
Put them hands high
Wave it in his face
Tell 'em boy bye
Tell 'em boy bye
Boy bye
Middle fingers up
I ain't thinking 'bout you

Sorry, I ain't sorry
Sorry, I ain't sorry
I ain't sorry
Nigga nah
Sorry, I ain't sorry
Sorry, I ain't sorry
I ain't sorry
No no hell nah

Now you want to say you're sorry
Now you want to call me crying
Now you gotta see me wildin'
Now I'm the one that's lying
And I don't feel bad about it
It's exactly what you get
Stop indirecting my grinding

I ain't thinking bout you
I ain't thinking bout you
I ain't thinking bout you
I ain't thinking bout you
I ain't thinking bout you

Middle fingers up
Put them hands high
Wave it in his face
Tell 'em boy bye
Tell 'em boy bye
Boy bye
Middle fingers up
I ain't thinking bout you

Sorry, I ain't sorry
Sorry, I ain't sorry
I ain't sorry
Nigga nah
Sorry, I ain't sorry
Sorry, I ain't sorry
I ain't sorry
No no hell nah

Looking at my watch he should've been home
Today I regret the night I put that ring on
He always got them fucking excuses
I pray to the lord you reveal what his truth is

I left a note in the hallway
By the time you read it I'll be far away
I'm far away
But I ain't fucking with nobody
Let's have a toast to the good life
Suicide before you see this tear fall down my eyes
Me and my baby we gone be alright
We gon' live a good life
Big homie better grow up
Me and my whoadies 'bout to stroll up
I see them boppers in the corner
They sneaking out the back door
He only want me when I'm not there
He better call becky with the good hair
He better call becky with the good hair


Sve sam ti uzela.Sve o čemu još niti ne sanjaš.

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11.07.2016. u 20:57   |   Komentari: 0

Mirogoj

Gledam u zrcalo.
Sjene govore da si još ovdje.
Zastao u mirogojskim arkadama prizivaš me
hladnih ruku.
Ne trebaju mi tvoje posvete, kratke priče i tome
kako nestajem i kako nosim češko muško ime.
Hej stvarna sam.Gdje si pobogu nestao?

Čekam tramvaj na tvojoj stanici.Ta rupa koju zovemo
naš stan nepospremljena je nakon dark party-a.
Zamolila sam tvojeg prijatelja da se makne.
Zašto to pamti godinama?

Oblačiš svoju jedinu bijelu vestu želeći
impresionirati proljeće u koje se kuneš.
Raspustila sam kosu samo zbog tebe.
Ne treba mi tvoja slava, poznati poete u centru grada
ne treba mi ništa.

Danas ćemo opet do Arkada.
Moj zli osmijeh i tvoje nemirne ruke.
O kako još volim tvoj mračni Maksimir!
Raspadnut!

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27.06.2016. u 15:19   |   Komentari: 0

Tuga za ljetom

Lukrecio,uvijek si bio moj metalni san.
San o hladnom jutru koje se rasplinjava magleno.
Znaš onako, vuče se pramen po pramen i nestaje
u tvojoj kosi.
Lukrecio, ti ne znaš.Zarobljeni snovi imaju okus ljeta.

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20.06.2016. u 14:31   |   Komentari: 0

Moj lipi anđele Oliver Dragojević

Link


Negdje jos cuvam nesto za tebe
kad dodju jutra puna nevoje
i kad nam nista ne ide

Pogledaj u mene
ako nas tuzne jutrom probude
i srce stisne se od nevoje
ja cuvam nesto za tebe
pogledaj u mene

To moze dati samo onaj koji te
kad podje po zlu, voli vise od sebe

Ref. 2x
Moj lipi andjele, pogledaj u mene
ako nas tuzne jutrom probude
ja cuvam osmijeh za tebe

Ako nas tuzne jutrom probude
i srce stisne se od nevoje
ja cuvam nesto za tebe
pogledaj u mene

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16.06.2016. u 13:49   |   Editirano: 16.06.2016. u 13:50   |   Komentari: 0

Rane:Dino Merlin

Zašto čim dođem u taj grad
Jedan prozor tražim
Zašto se okrećem za tim
Kad znam da nema nikoga
Hladan, pust je skver
A ti si odavno sa njim

To je samo san
U kredencu još zvekeće porculan

O ne, ti nisi otišla
Još si tu
Još stojiš tu, u sjenci grana
I nije život prošao
Nismo umorni
I nema na nama rana

Ovdje me znaju svi
Kuće i mostovi
I klinci iz ulice
Ovdje sam Romeo i Medžnun
I leptir mlad što gori kad ugleda tvoje lice

Osjećam, blizu si
U zraku su virusi
Opet ću da se razbolim

O ne, ti nisi otišla
Još si tu
Još stojiš tu, u sjenci grana
I nije život prošao
Nismo stari mi
I nema na nama rana

Još si tu
Tu u sjenci grana
I nismo mi umorni
I nema na nama rana

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01.06.2016. u 15:31   |   Komentari: 0

Meghan Trainor. NO

"NØ"

I think it's so cute and I think it's so sweet
How you let your friends encourage you to try and talk to me
But let me stop you there, oh, before you speak

Nah to the ah to the no, no, no
My name is no
My sign is no
My number is no
You need to let it go
You need to let it go
Need to let it go
Nah to the ah to the no, no, no
My name is no
My sign is no
My number is no
You need to let it go
You need to let it go
Need to let it go
Nah to the ah to the no, no, no

First you gonna say you ain't runnin' game, thinkin' I'm believing every word
Call me beautiful, so original, telling me I'm not like other girls
I was in my zone before you came along, now I'm thinking maybe you should go
Blah, blah, blah, I be like nah to the ah to the no, no, no

All my ladies, listen up
If that boy ain't giving up
Lick your lips and swing your hips
Girl all you gotta say is

My name is no
My sign is no
My number is no
You need to let it go
You need to let it go
Need to let it go
Nah to the ah to the no, no, no
My name is no
My sign is no
My number is no
You need to let it go
You need to let it go
Need to let it go
Nah to the ah to the no, no, no

Thank you in advance, I don't wanna dance (nope)
I don't need your hands all over me
If I want a man, then I'mma get a man
But it's never my priority
I was in my zone, before you came along, don't want you to take this personal
Blah, blah, blah, I be like nah to the ah to the no, no, no

All my ladies, listen up
If that boy ain't giving up
Lick your lips and swing your hips
Girl all you gotta say is

My name is no
My sign is no
My number is no
You need to let it go
You need to let it go
Need to let it go
Nah to the ah to the no, no, no
My name is no
My sign is no
My number is no
You need to let it go
You need to let it go
Need to let it go
Nah to the ah to the no, no, no

I'm feeling
Untouchable, untouchable
I'm feeling
Untouchable, untouchable
I'm feeling
Untouchable, untouchable
I'm feeling
(nah to the ah to the, no, no, no)
I'm feeling
Untouchable, untouchable
I'm feeling
Untouchable, untouchable
I'm feeling
Untouchable, untouchable
I'm feeling
(nah to the ah to the, no, no, no)

All my ladies, listen up
If that boy ain't giving up
Lick your lips and swing your hips
Girl all you gotta say is

My name is no
My sign is no
My number is no
You need to let it go
You need to let it go
Need to let it go
Nah to the ah to the no, no, no
My name is no
My sign is no
My number is no
You need to let it go
You need to let it go
Need to let it go
Nah to the ah to the no, no, no

I'm feeling
Untouchable, untouchable
I'm feeling
Untouchable, untouchable
I'm feeling
Untouchable, untouchable
I'm feeling
Nah to the ah to the, no, no, no

Pjesma za moje udvarače.

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13.05.2016. u 20:20   |   Komentari: 0

In your room-Depeche Mode

"In Your Room"
In your room
Where time stands still
Or moves at your will
Will you let the morning come soon
Or will you leave me lying here
In your favourite darkness
Your favourite half-light
Your favourite consciousness
Your favourite slave
In your room
Where souls disappear
Only you exist here
Will you lead me to your armchair
Or leave me lying here
Your favourite innocence
Your favourite prize
Your favourite smile
Your favourite slave
I'm hanging on your words
Living on your breath
Feeling with your skin
Will I always be here
In your room
Your burning eyes
Cause flames to arise
Will you let the fire die down soon
Or will I always be here
Your favourite passion
Your favourite game
Your favourite mirror
Your favourite slave
I'm hanging on your words
Living on your breath
Feeling with your skin
Will I always be here
Will I always be here



Link

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08.05.2016. u 14:33   |   Komentari: 0

good to love FKA Twigs

"Good To Love"

I'll pray for you if you give me time
I've had a thousand hearts, now you're after mine

It's not your fault that I'm loved to my limit
I've had plenty so I know you're mine
If only a prayer would make your touch so I'd feel it
But I'd be wasting time

It's good to love
It's good to love, it's good to love
I've got a right to give
So good to love, so good to love
But when you give yourself away
It always hurts too much
So you pray to get it back
Only God can give you that
Make my body come alive
I've got a right to hurt inside
So will you hold me while I cry?
And let me lay against your side
So let me love
It's good to love, it's good to love
Just let me love
It's good to love, it's good to love

My skin's aching sore from friction past
Touch me softly make our kisses last

It's not your fault that I'm loved to my limit
I've had plenty so I know you're mine
If only a prayer would make your touch so I'd feel it
But I'd be wasting time

It's good to love
It's good to love, it's good to love
I've got a right to give
So good to love, so good to love
But when you give yourself away
It always hurts too much
So you pray to get it back
Only God can give you that
Make my body come alive
I've got a right to hurt inside
So will you hold me while I cry?
And let me lay against your side
So let me love
It's good to love, it's good to love
Just let me love
It's good to love, it's good to love

It's good to love
It's good to love, it's good to love
I've got a right to give
So good to love, so good to love
But when you give yourself away
It always hurts too much
So I pray to get it back
Only God can give you that
Make my body come alive
I've got a right to hurt inside
So will you hold me while I cry?
And let me lay against your side
So let me love
It's good to love, it's good to love
So let me love
It's good to love, it's good to love
Just let me love
Just let me love, just let me love
It's good to love
It's good to love, it's good to love

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23.04.2016. u 16:21   |   Editirano: 23.04.2016. u 16:21   |   Komentari: 0

Zauvijek u ljubavi

"Ova je godina bila prepuna turbulentnih i nezamislivih situacija, ali i trenutaka koji su mi zauvijek promijenili život i koji će nepovratno zauzeti jedno posebno mjesto u mojoj duši. Da me se pita, iskreno, ponovio bih sve bez imalo premišljanja, ali i ispravio neke pogreške. Bilo ih je i na žalost uvijek će ih biti. Neke stvari kao da su sinoć bile i još se uvijek čuje jeka ljetnih melodija na večernjem povjetarcu. Osjetio sam kako je biti najsretnije biće na svijetu, kako je to biti potpun. Upoznao sam smisao života. Zavijek u ljubavi."

Ljubavi zauvijek neka ostane tako.Ljetni povjetarac nek se širi zimom i otjera sve snijegove sa praga.Rekla sam ti samo jednom da te volim.Ali svaki dan sam to ponavljala u svakoj riječi skriveno od svijeta.Ne mogu podnijeti pomisao o našem rastanku.Tu sam za tebe koliko me god trebaš, ne mogu više mirno živjeti bez tebe i sa pomisli da sam nitko i ništa u tvojem životu.Zauvijek u ljubavi sjeti se toga, ma što se događalo.

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03.01.2016. u 17:50   |   Komentari: 0

LUSH LIFE

"Lush Life"
I live my day as if it was the last
Live my day as if there was no past
Doin' it all night, all summer
Doin' it the way I wanna
Yeah I'm a dance my heart out 'til the dawn
But I won't be done when morning comes
Doin' it all night, all summer
Gonna spend it like no other
It was a crush
But I couldn't, couldn't get enough
It was a rush
But I gave it up
It was a crush
Now I might have went and said too much
But that's all it was
So I gave it up
I live my day as if it was the last
Live my day as if there was no past
Doin' it all night, all summer
Doin' it the way I wanna
Yeah I'm a dance my heart out 'til the dawn
But I won't be done when morning comes
Doin' it all night, all summer
Gonna spend it like no other
It was a crush
I kept saying I'm a stay in touch
But that thing went bust
So I gave it up
No tricks, no bluff
I'm just better off without them cuffs
Yeah the sun won't set on us
Went low, went high
Still waters run dry
Gotta get back in the groove
I ain't ever worry
Went low, went high
What matters is now
Getting right back in the mood
I live my day as if it was the last
Live my day as if there was no past
Doin' it all night, all summer
Doin' it the way I wanna
Yeah I'm a dance my heart out 'til the dawn
But I won't be done when morning comes
Doin' it all night, all summer
Gonna spend it like no other
Now I've found another crush
The lush life's given me a rush
Had one chance to make me blush
Second time is one too late
Now I've found another crush
The lush life's given me a rush
Had one chance to make me blush
Second time is one too late
I live my day as if it was the last
Live my day as if there was no past
Doin' it all night, all summer
Doin' it the way I wanna
Yeah I'm a dance my heart out 'til the dawn
But I won't be done when morning comes
Doin' it all night, all summer
Gonna spend it like no other
Now I've found another crush
The lush life's given me a rush
Had one chance to make me blush
Second time is one too late
Now I've found another crush
The lush life's given me a rush
Had one chance to make me blush
Second time is one too late

Zara Larsson


O da, sada je prekasno.Skliznuće iz ljubavi u mržnju.Više zbog tebe neću plakati na obali mora.
Na obali jezera.Sve moje suze sada su vatrene strijele i ja sam opet Cattnes Everdeen.
Zar si stvarno mislio varati ženu ratnicu?

Pogledaj moje lice puno boja ratničkih.Zar si uzlaud ljubio tijelo prepuno ožiljaka?To ti baš ništa nije reklo?
Ti i uvijek samo ti i tvoje potrebe koje trebam smjerno zadovoljiti.

Kako je plitak bio moj oprost ljeti.Kako sebičan prema tebi.Guranje pod tepih najbolje nam ide zar ne ljubavi?
O da, sve sam znala, svaki tvoj pokvareni potez.Davala sam ti 100 šansi da se izvučeš elegantno iz situacije koju si ti zakuhao.Ali tebi je opet lakše bilo šutjeti i pretvarati se da problem ne postoji.


Ljutiš se sada?Tako je,od travnja i ja se ljutim na tebe i čekam da promijenš stvari koje možeš promijeniti.
Ali ne, tebi baš odgovara da ne postojim, sramiš me se očito, manje vrijedim od svih ljudi sa kojima se družiš, neugodno ti je reći da sam u tvom svijetu.

Eto vidiš sam si odlučio da te napustim.Odluka je odavno tvoja samo je čin moj.
I da, mrzim te sada.I zauvijek.

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07.12.2015. u 14:40   |   Komentari: 0

Vitez Izgubljenog grada

Oh dnevniče on želi još više mene u svojem
umu ja ne znam da li je to drevna igra mačevima ili
su se naše kose zaplele preko tih mjesečevih niti
što si mi dobacio kao udicu za naivne.

Zaboravljam stoga svako ružno sjećanje na prošlost
dosadilo mi je ionako bit nevoljena, tu negdje sa strane
nikome na putu, nebitna , prozirna, mila i slatka
tako neprimjetna da se rasplinjavam kao magla.

I ja njega želim, svaku misao i još više njega
dirati njegove snove i mirisati kao njegova koža
ispisivati davno obećane karte kože na njegovom divnom tijelu
tigra spremnog na skok.

Kakve neobične oči, stvarno svjetionik si na šarenom otoku
i noć je i ljeto je i sve je sada moguće naslikati
u dva poteza kista, kao umjetnici na pariškim ulicama
kojima sada koračamo bez straha.


Oh svijete, kako samo znaš biti blagoslovljen.
Upijam njegove oči u sebe.

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03.12.2015. u 20:03   |   Editirano: 03.12.2015. u 20:04   |   Komentari: 0